change

Well, as follow up to last blog, the boy and I called it quits. Well, actually he did. I was just along for the ride, and he didn't want a relationship right now. Moving on, finding the equilibrium, returning to life as a solo person takes some adjusting. I heard this song today, and I think it descibes a bit about what Im thinking/feeling. Its by KT Tunstall, called Throw me a Rope.
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I want you between me and the feeling i get when i miss you,
but everything here's telling me i should be fine,
so why is it so, it bothers below that im missing you every time?

i got used to you whispering things to me into the evening,
we followed the sun, and it's colours, and left this world,
it seems to me, that i'm definately, hearing the best that i've heard,.

so throw me a rope, to hold me in place,
show me a clock, for counting my days, down,
cos everythings easier when you're beside me,
come back and find me,
cos i feel alone.

and whenever you go it's like holding my breath under water,
i have to admit that i kinda like it when i do,
oh but i got to be, unconditionally,
unafraid, of my days, without you,

so throw me a rope, to hold me in place,
show me a clock, for counting my days, down,
'cos everything easier when you're beside me,
come back and find me,
whenever i'm falling, you're always behind me,
come back and find me,
cos everythings easier when you're beside me,
come back and find me,
cause i feel alone.
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Halloween happened this wknd too, but Ill post about that once I get pics.